I am a single mom. I had no time to deal with marriage drama while going through the hardest time of my life.
I was pretty much abandoned emotionally like many are in a difficult time. So I did not stay when surviving to take care of my child was more important.
My family was of little use as well. My own flesh and blood thought it was inconvenient to take me to the hospital when my life depended on it while visiting them in their country.
Under the circumstances I am going through it is very difficult to do my motherly duties and we both suffer at this point.
I can say I come from a family that is predisposed to autoimmune and ehlers-danlos.
I am going through a living hell at the time trying to get specialists to figure out what is wrong with me so I can move on with my life.
I have several wrong diagnosis’s it seems trying to get the right ones.
I used to be extremely active. I did well in martial arts due to my hyper mobile joints. I worked full time and studied as well.
My job had me travel for work, I traveled internationally and loved life until I got very sick.
I have symptoms of both becket’s disease and lupus. Including a positive ANA but still no help seems to be near. Both of those illnesses are very close in symptoms.
And so I write to help others going through things similar. And maybe they won’t feel alone in their journey.
I am warning you now, I am terrible at my grammar and at times I miss my MacBook auto spelling errors.
If you can get through that, I hope my website helps.
I am also offering others to write their journey in my blog as well. It may help others and may also be cathartic to let it out.